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Sitting here this morning kind of excited about the possibility of a new relationship have not actually met the lady just a few days emailing and once talking on the phone. For some reason I really am not comfortable on the phone with most people yet I felt very comfortable talking with her last night. I must have, for we talked for an hour and 4 minutes according to my cell phone records.
She seems to be just what I am looking for so why am I still nervous. Well, there is probably 30 to fifty miles between us and I am not driving at this time so distance may be a problem then again nothing is a problem unless one makes it one.
I am relaxing into Spirit and will allow Spirit to guide me into and through this if it is to be it's will. It is times like this Spirit says 'ok you teach it, now you live it trust me to guide you'. The more I live in Spirit the more I learn to let go and let Spirit do it.
Still I feel like a teenager about to go on their first date and not having any idea how to act or to be. So Spirit says to be myself but what is that exactly I am not what I was though I am more than I ever was. Just go with the flow, Appreciate her for who she is and know that if it is to be nothing can stop it and if it isn't to be nothing can make it happen. Relax and enjoy if Love is inevitable bring it on if not then oh well the right one is there waiting for me to get me right. As Marianne Williamson says if your Princess came along what makes you think she would want you the way you are.Well, I have worked hard on myself and yes there is still work to be done and will always be work to be done but hey I am pretty fine catch for someone as I am now. As I think Walter Brenan once said 'no brag, just fact'. That is truly how I feel about me for I clean up very nicely. You can actually take me most anywhere and I can converse with most anyone on most any subject. As you can tell the thing I need to work on mostly is confidence for I have always said the only difference between good and championship with all other things equal is confidence. Being able to forget the last mistake and concentrate on the now confident that you are all that is needed for success and that you are more than you know yourself to be or even what you may think yourself to be for no matter what you may believe you are for more than you could ever possibly imagine for you are fantastically great and wonderful and even more than that for your are you and you are the great I AM that I Am. Remember all of that and also remember that I love and believe in you and even more than that I appreciate you. Rev. W. Isaac Norris 3rd of the Angelic Messenger Circle |
