This one affected me worse than any except for my first in 1995.

After this one which at first had left me with little to no movement in my arms and legs I left the hospital with limited movement using a walker which left me exhausted after walking to the car from the wheel chair.

Now I am happy to report the walker has been retired and I am using my esoteric cane for support and am anticipating retiring it in the near future as my balance is better each and every day.

I have worked with the mind for many years now which gave me an opportunity to use me as a guinea pig which I have been doing.

Affirmations, eliminating self defeating head talk, studying self help material mostly NLP Neuro Lingustic Programing for those of you not familiar this is the study of programming ourselves with the language we use.

I am actively three to four hours a day reading and watching seminars on behavior modification techniques. Everything from our to approach and attracting the opposite sex to how to modify and enhance my confidence in all areas as well as how to eliminate the negative programming of my past.

When we see that a child learns the majority of all they will ever learn by the time they are 8 years old then one can see I have a lot to eliminate.

With an Alcoholic father and grandfather, a heroin addicted mother, a top ten FBI most wanted Step father along with seeing my mother taken away in a straight jacket at two and being abandoned for several hours playing in the dirt out side my Texas home until my aunt found me.

Yes, it is possible I may have some negative issues to work through. That is why this blog is probably more healing and helpful for me than it will ever be for you.

In this space I put down for all to see my thoughts, beliefs and opinions for all to see.

Most of all I am giving all an opportunity to see how Spirit works in one person's life when they give Spirit the chance to assist.

I am moving forward with a positive confident attitude knowing that soon I will be back better than I was prior to this last attack.

Until Science develops a new technique to remove the plaque from a totally blocked carotid of which both of mine are 100% blocked the doctors say these attacks will continue and only a miracle can cure them.That is what I am asking you for today is to join me in believing and

knowing a miracle is happening even as I am writing and you are reading.

I am whole, perfect and complete by the grace and power of the Creator of this beautiful Universe we are blessed to be in.

I release this to the Universe with Gratitude, Appreciation and Gratefulness as I accept and allow the healing to BE NOW in this moment and so mote it be as I will it to be and SO IT IS.

I love you and Believe in you as I share this healing with all that will allow and accept it be as you require and will it to be and SO IT

Blessings,
Rev. Isaac
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