In the past in this state of mind I have kicked the grill out of my car in
the middle of one of the busiest intersections of downtown Houston in the
70's, kicked a bathroom door down then kicked out of a party at my house
two gun toting macho druggies that abused my hospitality by shooting up in
my house in the 80's.

I have thrown my keys back into the hands of 'superiors', taken a
baseball bat to my heavy bag to vent my frustrations, stood in an empty field
yelling and screaming at God.

Yes, I have done all of these things and more. Yet, today in my
frustration I hear my quiet little voice chuckling deeply amused as Spirit seems me
wrestling with my life at this time.

I get an email from a trade magazine that I have been receiving free for
almost ten years after spending thousands of dollars with their advertisers
and they tell me because my web site at this time no longer has an online
store ( which down for the time being as we research new and better ways to
serve our clientele) that they can no longer send me the magazine free but
that I am can choose to BUY a subscription. How do they expect me to get
up and running when my # one resource is removed?

As many of you know my doctors have recently stop me from doing physical
labor after my most recent trip last week to the hospital.

This may not seem like much to many an it isn't however wrestling SSI,
Medidare, Medical and Spirit only knows how many other agencies since coming
home well my BS meter, frustration quotient is close to overwhelming me.

Then I hear Spirit chuckling and quietly reminding me of all the blessings
I have also of the wonderful weekend I have coming up.

My son is kidnapping me tonight and taking me to my daughter and
granddaughter tonight in a couple of hours for the week end. Home cooked meals from
a wonderful cook that is also my daughter.

I am a man blessed beyond words grateful to just be while being thankful
of all that is and isn't happening at this time.

A wonderful family that I love and respect beyond what anyone can possibly
imagine. A life that has unlimited potential ahead with awesome memories
in the past so what is a few frustrations at this time?

What I do know is that I am not frustrated over the fact that I love and
believe in You.

Blessings and happy holidays
Rev. Isaac
of
the Angelic Messenger Circle
http://www.wisaac3rd.com wisaac3rd@aol.com
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