I live by several basic rules or laws the first being…harm none and do as
you will.
The next is …this to shall pass.

No matter what, the growing up with guardians as a ward of the court,
theViet Nam fiasco, jail and prison , marriages and divorces…break ups…
starting over and over and over.

I have literally walked away from storage rooms of possessions and houses
of stuff.
I have had an ex empty the accounts and cancel all of my cards and leave
me with two teenagers, ( my children) no funds but at the time I was on
staff at a fundamentalist
organization as a volunteer counselor and minister.

I have had my vehicle break down in the middle of no where several times
with and without anyone with me, usually with little or no money.

I have literally been broke with no money when I have found twenty dollars
and no one around that it might belong to and was able to feed my family.

I have lived on faith when I didn't even know that was a principle. I
just knew there was something better just around the corner.

I have had my heart broken and been shot in the chest with a 38 and trust
the broken heart hurt a thousand times more although the gunshot was the
worst possible physical pain at the time it happened that I have ever known.

I have always believed the Universe would take care of me so I lived life
and did what I wanted when I wanted.

My two basic rules or laws which I quoted above have evolved from the life
I have survived.

I have found that life truly gives us that which we expect it to. If I
look for good positive things I find them. I remember once being so mad
about stepping into a pile of doggy do. However, when I cleaned off my shoe I
found a folded twenty dollar bill under the mess.

Every single break up was followed eventually usually about two years in
between by another wonderful person as I healed and allowed someone to enter.

It is like having a glass with old and dirty liquid in it until it is
cleaned nothing can go in without being tainted.

So it is with us we must heal and be cleaned before a healthy relationship
can flower.

If you are hurting right now and it doesn't matter from what. No matter
what happened we can come back as long as we do not give up and the journey
back may be long or short but it can never start we decide to do it and
BELIEVE we can do and then go do it. Only we can do it for us and no one else
and no one can do it for us. Until we do it our selves it isn't ours.

I know you can do what ever you choose to do for I love you and I BELIEVE
in YOU.

Blessings and happy holidays
Rev. Isaac
of
the Angelic Messenger Circle
http://www.wisaac3rd.com
wisaac3rd@aol.com
http://www.whitedovebooks.co.uk/inspiration-spiritual