I have seen the really good times and experienced the really low times.
Going through the jungles that officialdom says I have never been to prisons of
the body and mind.

The experiences my mind and body have been exposed to no human should ever
have to experience, however I went voluntarily. Now I know why they say never
to volunteer for any thing.

At the age of two I was abandoned for the first time as the men in while
took my mother away in a straitjacket while leaving me along playing in the dirt
until some hours later my aunt arrived to take me to my grams house.

My Gramps died on Christmas Eve of 1949, my grams in 19955. I then went to
my Mom's sister who couldn't stand her and never let me forget who and what
my mom was as far as she was concerned.

I was made a ward of the court and my dad was not allowed to see me.
Although on a couple of occasions he was able to sneak into a neighbors house to
visit with me until my aunt found out and threw a holy rampage.

Then I was twenty two and married when I found him in Houston. The reunion
was short and sweet for he wanted to be a dad after no seeing me for almost
twenty years and I wouldn't have any thing to do with that.

Headstrong and stupid with hormones out of control was the story of my life
for fifty years. Actually 46 years, when I discovered Spirit instead of
religion.

What a difference it made in my life. I discovered a magical way of living.
Almost like having a Genie of my own.

I had always run back to religion when ever I got into trouble and then as
soon as it was all smooth over right back I went to my old life.

Now with Spirit always with me and not condemning me no matter what I have
my counselor with me always and was introduced to choices. I can do anything
I choose as long as I am willing to face the consequences for all actions
have consequences.

Good or bad there are consequences to all things. We have to do decide if
we want something badly enough to pay the consequences. Now in my life I us
ually think prior to doing what ever it is I am going to do and decide if I
really want to do it instead of just doing it with no prior thought as I use to
do.

I still mess up once in awhile but at least usually it is only one foot in
my mouth and not both as it used to be.

I know now that I really love you and Believe it you and the journey is
worthwhile.

Blessings and happy holidays
Rev. Isaac
of
the Angelic Messenger Circle
http://www.wisaac3rd.com
wisaac3rd@aol.com
http://www.whitedovebooks.co.uk/inspiration-spiritual