May break my bones, but words can heal or kill. In this Space I am supposed to write words 500 to a 1000 that will help or assist some through their pain. However there are those times that the one hurting is the writer.It is at those times I personally give thanks for those voices I call my guides or my angels for with them reminding me who I am and why I am here I can continue. I am sure there are those out there that think this isn't very professional and it probably isn't. What it is, is honesty, straight from the heart honesty. Why it makes some people uncomfortable is that they aren't use to that kind of heart felt, from the gut emotion. I use to worry about how sensitive and emotional I am now since being shot and especially after my stroke in 1995. My guides and teachers have shown me that what makes others uncomfortable is the same thing that makes them want to talk with me. They remind me that when someone is hurting they care not what they say to another and it matters not to them for they want someone else to hurt as they are hurting. I can understand that for I was the same way at one time. It is no one else 's fault or problem what I am feeling for I left myself open. This is not the first time with this client, but every time I think he is over the hump and he has it he goes forward two steps and back one . I have no idea how long this will last for this is a long range counseling he in Texas and I am in Southern California. This has gone on for over five years and it started here in S.C. he has actually come such a long way and it is that I have to remember and who he really is. Also I have to rember he is one of the lost children I have come to bring home. One of the loved ones that have a special mission that is so great that even though he can not remember what it is it scares him almost to death so he runs to avoid his mission. I just have to send more love and confidence to him and ask anyone reading this to do the same for he is a special one. A Spiritual Being lost in his humanity. Stuck and afraid to accept the power that is his so he attacks what he sees as a reality. I can recognize it for it was my scenario for so many years. What he doesn't remember is we must sometimes be torn down to be built up again. Actually I have to laugh at myself. Here I am in a public place with people all around me writing away as if I were in my office or home where it is quiet and peaceful. Here there are two TVs going one in Spanish and the other in Japanese and I speak very little of the one and none of the other. Oh, well that is the Beauty of LA and Southern California such a diverse culture. I love it and shall right now begin giving thanks for my client and yes friend, for he is teaching me about me. I have to remember we teach that we need to learn. Whenever you hear a Spiritual teacher of any kind fundamentalist minister or "New Age" minister we are all teaching that we need to learn and no matter what it is. We are in the right place at the right time doing the right thing with the right people no matter what it feels like. I love what I Do am looking forward to the day I can do it on a full time basis again in my own space with my own staff around me once more. It is so close I can feel it Happening even as I write this for it has been created in the invisible ether and is now being manifested here in this physical dimension as we work and prepare for it. In the world's eye this appears impossible I know it is not and is happening right here, right now and so it is for this or something better with harm to none for all of it. So it is and so it is. Remember I love you and Believe in YOU. Love, Peace and Light, Rev. Isaac Of wisaac3rd.com
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