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I went to work a psychic fair in San Diego which I do from time to time and really enjoy it. Being with like minded people and no one that thinks you are co co for they are also. As my son says "have a nice day in your world Dad."
That pretty well sums it up. For my world isn't the world of most people. My world is full of loving people that smile at me and send me love from their heart. My world is kind and considerate.
It wasn't always that way and every once in a while it isn't now. When it isn't that is when I have to give myself an attitude adjustment. For, it is never the other person as much as I may want it to be. It is always me. I have allowed a negative thought to get in my mind and not just get in but to take root.
That is when I have to sit now and begin to get the weeds out of the garden of my mind. The scriptures say to stand guard at the entrance of your mind. It is up to me to realize I am creating my life with my thoughts, words and actions.
As I think speak or act wrong these come back to me in like manner. It is to the point in my life that if I am think wrong I will hit my head on the van as I get in or out or stumble and drop that beautiful vase of flowers I just bought for my friend. I can blame it on no one as much as I may want too. It always comes back to me.
The best and fastest way I have found to get back on track is to say ok angels I need help here and then to forgive myself of what ever it is I was doing and to let me know how much I love myself anyway, no matter what. Then I go on and put forgiveness out there for anyone I may have harmed intentionally or unintentionally and then once more to forgive myself and to love myself with a great big hug.
I may sound like someone with it all together however I have what is called head knowledge and am now turning it into heart knowledge. Head knowledge while being good is worthless until it becomes heart knowledge. It has been said that is the longest journey in the work from the head to the heart. Even St Paul said the things I would do I do not and the things I would not do I do.
When I mess up badly as I do from time to time I remember St Paul and know if he could be that way and still do the things he accomplished there is room for me too. Remember he also said seek your own salvation. It has come down to us with fear and trembling added which I believe was more of the editing done by those trying to use the scriptures to control and dominate.
The scriptures are a tremendous source of wisdom when read with a discerning mind and your angels and guardians to assist you in deciphering what was originally written and what was added.
I have read the scriptures cover to cover many times. Confusion use to reign supreme as I read then as enlightenment came to me as to how to read it they finally mad sense to me and now longer contradicted themselves.
I now read with a peace that passes understanding and know Christ for my best friend, guide and teacher.
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