There was a time I was filled with rage and anger. I could be calm and peaceful one moment and raging with anger the next. They say if you want to know what is in a container tip it over and see.The same with a person if you wish to see what is inside do what ever it takes to tip them emotionally. But be careful when you do it for it may not be what you want. It took me years to get to the bottom of my anger and release it. It me years to realize that due to my sensitivity to people and events I would take on others anger, pain and even illness. I had to realize it wasn't mine to take on and I really wasn't doing others a service for as soon as they were gone anger would envelope them again while I was still carrying their old anger until I could find a way to release it usually in an inappropriate manner toward my wife, companion, children or partner. It was never physical but worse than that mental and emotional. After being shot in the late 80's, dying and coming back it was so much worse that at times it was just almost impossible for me to bear and I can only imagine what it was for those around me. As I began to develop more of my gift and my awareness . I found more and guides and teachers appearing for me both in the physical and the ethereal. I began to learn to meditate, to use self-hypnosis and other mental tools to control my anger. Then one day understanding and acceptance of my anger appeared then I realized that with understanding and acceptance my anger was gone. Yes, it was my anger along with the anger of the world which we are all susceptible to as we are tied to the world thinking through the one mind concept. It takes knowledge, willingness to learn, understand and accept what we are and who we are. WE are Spiritual Beings having a human experience. In actuality we are learning nothing we are merely remembering what we already know about who and what we are. We are so incredibly powerful we have created everything in our life by our own mode of thinking. Positive thoughts and actions result in positive lives. Negative thoughts and actions result in negative lives. Surround yourself with positive people and live a positive life. Surround yourself with negative, violent people live that kind of life also. It really is our choice as to how we live or don't live our life. I choose to live my life by the "And it harms none do as you will" philosophy. If I am harming no one including my self I can do what ever I want and see amazing things happen. I have always been one to believe that all happens for the best and in the long run that is what has brought me through so much that today although many people would say I am a poor man. They do not see the riches I have in my mind and the beautiful children I am blessed with though they are far from Children now. My apt is overflowing with books as is my storage and my vehicle. My next project is to bring order to all of this and may be by some miracle see my physical book and gift center appear again. Life is awesome and I intend to live it to the fullest and know that I love you and I believe in YOU. Love, Peace and Light, Rev. Isaac Of wisaac3rd.com
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