If we are lacking in anything it is trust. Starting with being abandoned at two years of age through so many trust issues in my life.

Trust, I am learning starts with each of us. If we are in situations where Trust is an issue we have to come back to ourselves for it we can't trust others we can't trust ourselves.

When I came into this belief system that was the single most hardest thing for me to accept that all things come back to us. That what ever we were not receiving we weren't giving.

Knowing it doesn't make it any easier to do. As I have always said this way of life is very simple it just isn't easy.

To have been so many places done so much and been through so much I am still quiet the child, naïve and wet behind the ears. I find my self trusting the wrong people.

The person I trust and care about deeply is one that broke my heart this time of year two years ago.

Yet, I know that even now she uses people to get what ever she wants. Knowing this I still allow it. I am not sure what that means or says about me.

The scriptures say to enter heaven we must be as a child. A child is trusting, loyal and loving. This describes me to a T, yet, there is that part of me that wonders. Am I really trusting if I know someone is out for themselves or is that just being discerning.

The scriptures also say to be wise as a serpent and peaceful as a dove. That is why people watching is among my favorite things to do.

People, just ordinary people, if there is such an object of which I wonder. In my day job I see hundreds of people and interact with many of them. I would like to just sit back and observe, yet I demo different products daily and as such I am forced to interact. The same thing and every one has a different opinion. It is too sweet. It isn't sweet enough. It is sour, It has no taste at all.

Totally amazing. People. Yet there are a small few that will ask me should I buy it for they know that I will give them an answer from my heart. Most of the products are just fine there is one that is a great product, it just taste terrible. That is exactly what I tell people and it actually out sold another product that does the same job and tastes good.

I don't know. People, I love them. I went through a period of being a hermit. I still enjoy my alone time. I love to be with me for I am an enjoyable person to be with. I have learned so much about me that I love being me.

I truly believe if I was given the opportunity to be anyone in the entire world I would choose me.

I guess that I have learned to trust me, even though I still do some things that make me scratch my head in wonder and say "Did I really do that?"

Learning to love me was the first step for there was a time that I didn't. I have had to tear myself all the way down to below my foundation and work back up.

I allowed my self to be totally destroyed two years ago. The last two years have been a time of intense study and rebuilding to come to this point.

The secret is to never give up and TRUST that the Universe has your back and that with in all things is an opportunity if only we will seek to find it. It is always there. The answer to every challenge lies within the challenge.

With that I'll leave you to see you again tomorrow.