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I am a 65 year old male. Most younger people think if they think of it at all that at this age there is little or no interest in sex. Let me tell you my friend that at least in my case at least that is totally wrong. It has been about three years since my last act of intimacy. I allowed my heart to be broken and if I couldn't be with this one special one then I wouldn't be with anyone.
To tell the truth due to emotional as well as physical health issues I may not even be able to function in an intimate situation. Yes this is embarrassing for me to admit, yet I have to face and acknowledge my fears. I think this is probably the main reason I have not sought out a partner for intimacy. I know that the person I am seeking will have to be a very special person. This person will have to be understanding, sharing, caring, loving, giving. Did I mention understanding?
Some will ask why am I writing about this. Something so deeply personal why would I air it out for the world to see. I know that I am not the only one to be facing this situation. By sharing my hurt, my pain maybe I can help someone else to get through this. If I have any one fear to move through it is the fear of growing old alone. I am working on me to be the very best I can be. I find that since intimacy was such a large part of my life that now it is no longer there for me I feel like a huge hole is now present. I choose and intend to fill this gap soon.
What type of man am I? I see my self as peaceful, calm, discrete, moderately attractive, confident, reasonably intelligent. I am a reader. I love my laptop, my LA Lakers, walking hand in hand with a lovely lady. Spending time cuddling with a good movie on the TV. Pillow talk with someone special. Running my fingers through her hair, as I caress her tender, soft skin. This will happen again. My days of intimacy are not over. I have faith the universe will allow me to once more enjoy this most beautiful of times.
Join me in seeing this happen for myself and anyone else that may be in a similar situation for there is strong power in multiple people focusing on the same scene. For every one that wants this I intend, choose and allow this to happen even as we are writing and reading this. So It is and so it is and it is so. Love, Peace and Light, |
